I met YOU

I spent a lot of time 

searching for affection 

in shallow spaces                                  

I gave people bits of me                 

they didn't deserve                              

and I let myself be hurt,

because I thought

that's what I deserved

But once I let go

of trying to shove puzzle pieces

in places that didn't fit,

once I let go of all the hurt

I secretly had stored in the 

gashes that decorated my heart

I met YOU

Love does it exist...

Why define a feeling?

Why write pages and pages on it?

Why sing songs on it?

Why sketch it?

Most people think about it at least once daily

Most people dream about it

Most people fall in love with the feeling before it even begins

Most people live their lives to find it

Love is way beyond a feeling

Its a life changing decision

But is it really there

Do people really feel it

Or do they just fantasize and create their own fantasies

Rediscovering its meaning...

Mumbai Meri Jaan

Mumbai meri Jaan
Is jaan ko na kabhi hum chod paaye
Na kabhi chod payenge

Kabhi Kabhi sochte hai
Ke yeh na hota toh
Hum kaise hote
Kaha hote
Kya sochte hote

Mumbai ke alag alag rango mein jeeye hai hum
Uske alag alag dhang dekhe hai tumne
Uske alag alag mausam dekhe hai humne

Pyar bhi karna usi se sikha hai humne
Dil bhi yaha dukha hai
Har khushi har gaam jeeya hai humne yaha

He just isn't that guy

He just isn't that guy

To leave unsaid

To barge through a door

To get into a screaming match

To take your attitude sitting

He just isn't that guy

Who leaves you under the weather

Who plays blame games in difficult situation

Who doesn't stick to his words

Whose actions aren't in line with his thoughts

He just isn't that guy

Who forgets your favourite cuisine

Who doesn't make it to your graduation

Who forgets your favourite place

Who doesn't make it to your first play on time

He just isn't that guy

Whose smile you can forget

Whose dreams u can stop seeing

Whose charm doesn't affect you

Whose laughter roars away your saddest thought

He just isn't that guy

Who shatters your heart and walks away

Who plays the guitar with your heart strings

Who doesn't deliver all he claims

Who plows ahead knowing you aren't gonna be there

He just isn't the guy

Who lets you dance alone in the rain

Who forgets to hold your hand

Who lets you take the wrong turn

Who forgets to make peace after every fight

He just isn't that guy

Final Goodbye to 2012

I started 2012 with a hope
A never ending hope that this year will be better
Better than 2011
Alas! I wish that every year
Years go by some better than others

2012 turned out to be the worst among the lot
I am not saying nothing good happened
But the bad overshadowed the good by tons

But now that the year is nearing an end
I remember every good memory
Every person in that good memory
Some I will still see this year and some I might never see again
Some I might see next year and the year after
With some I will build stronger relations
Some will fade into the background
Some will suddenly appear and take center stage
But Life will move on...
Like it always does...

But I still take this time this moment
To thank everyone who made moments special in my life
Some who are my forever pals
Some helped work become fun
Some stood by me like a rock in my bad times
Some laughed with me and on me
Some danced their way with me
Some appeared and disappeared in a jiffy leaving just scars behind
Some left with so many memories that I can't count
Some promised stronger relations just leaving me weak in the end
Some appeared as strangers and just proved to be that
Some I met on trips and connected instantly
Some who lied to be friends
Some who showed fake care
Some who helped me when I had no where to look
Some who repeatedly appear after long gaps
Some who don't call daily but are always in my thoughts
Some who dominate space in my life
Some who taught me tricks of survival
Some just needed my time not me
Some who taught me not to trust too easily
Some who just shared moments of happiness before disappearing into oblivion
Some shared light moments on Social networking sites
Some commented on my every status
Some liked all my comments
Some re-tweeted everything I wrote
Some who have confused me about their existence in my life
Some whom I might have forgotten today but still shared space in my life
A lot of people who just passed by me without giving or taking anything

Final goodbyes are always hard but this goodbye is to a year that destroyed me and still gave me strength through its tribulations.
Good bye 2012 you wont be missed.....

Welcoming 2013

The inner me: Stranger things can happen then meeting strangers

The inner me: Stranger things can happen than meeting strangers: Stranger things can happen then meeting strangers Strangers in the  beginning We met each other  Ignored each other Befriende...

Stranger things can happen then meeting strangers

Stranger things can happen then meeting strangers

Strangers in the beginning

We met each other 

Ignored each other

Befriended each other

Forgot each other

But that's not the end
We became friends again
and didn't even realize it
I trusted you
and you trusted me

Whilst so called friends have come & gone

You & I still carry on

We exchange our feelings almost everyday

And really listen to what we have to say

We stood by each other as steady as a rock

Bad times didn't seem as bad with you around

We fought and we forgot

We cursed and abused

but didn't take it if others said a word against the other

The stranger suddenly seems like a companion

A long lost friend

And an important part of me

That's why i say stranger things can happen then meeting strangers