A new beggining.... thats how i wish to call it

Suddenly at an age where every decision will be a life changer
The time lost weighs on my heart but the spirit is undying

Love marriage had always been my ultimate dream
Today i stand at a stage where arranged is all i will get
I thought i had bargained well
But now know that isn't true

Saying i am unhappy will also not be true
Saying i am exhilarated is also not false
Saying i failed miserably is also not true
Saying i tried hard is also not false
Saying i got a a raw bargain is also not true
Saying i got a trophy is also not false

Saying i wanted it is also not true
Saying i won't give it up is also not false
Saying there is newness is also not true
Saying there is comfort is also not false

So suddenly did it enter my life
So suddenly did i make place in my heart
So suddenly i found in me the courage
So suddenly did my life change

Today as i am writing i know my life will never be the same